Never

Never.
Never will I ever let you hurt me again.
Not matter how small or tall.
Never.

Never.
Never did you truly love me.
All it was was your heartless lies.
Never.

Never.
Never will I trust you.
You and your cold emotionless heart.
Never.

Never.
Never will I throw the picture strip away.
Never will I deminish the memory, of who you used to be.
Never.

Never.
Never Cody, will I love you again.
Never.

Copyright - Lyndsey McNitt 2009

I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted Cody.

Cassaundra Marie

Hazel eyes,
so bright with imagination.
A heart so torn,
but so full of consideration.

Her memories,
some good, some bad.
Some bring tears to her eyes,
like others in past centuries.

Lying awake at night,
thinking her own thoughts,
never letting go.
She'll win her fight.

"She seems so happy!"
onlookers protest,
but really,
they don't know Cassie.

This is dedicated to one of my best friends, Cassaundra Marie Matiska. :].

Tonight

Baby come on,
I've learned so much from you tonight,
come on darling,
lets make this count

Tonight will be the night,
I finally tell you I love you,
Darling you helped me win this fight.

This time,
its gonna last forever,
its gonna last forever.

Baby come on,
I've learned so much from you tonight,
come on darling,
lets make this count.

This river I've drowned in so many times,
I finally can cross.
I saved my tears.
I never wanted to make those climbs.

Baby come on,
I've learned so much from you tonight,
come on darling,
lets make this count.

©Lyndsey McNitt 2009


I wrote this while I was in a previous relationship I thought would last forever. It didn't, by the way.

Introduction To My Mind.

Hello.
If you have read the blog about my life, "Infected Dreams", then you already know I am Lyndsey.
If you have not;
My name is Lyndsey. I'm a teenage girl adults & professional therapists and psychiatrists have called "troubled" or "delusional". I live in my own world filled with dreams and nightmares. Mostly nightmares. My poetry & lyric style is usually morbid or just downright unusual. My drawings, if you ever get a chance to see them, are very simple and show the aesthetic I am. My stories do not usually have happy endings, so if you're here to see a beautiful princess marry a dashing prince and have gorgeous babies you're at the wrong blog.
Off To Create,
Lyndsey.